What in the world am I doing? Over the past month since I started homeschooling Grace and Isaiah I have second guessed myself more than once. I have let the enemy enter my thoughts and tell me that I am not patient enough, smart enough, wealthy enough, or organized enough to home school my children. Well, it's true. I am probably not enough of any of those things but I am courageous enough! I took the leap of faith and now I must work on my follow through. I love being with Grace and Isaiah everyday but I get frustrated with not only them but with my self as well. Some mornings are a struggle to even get out of bed but I manage to do so. As much as I want to say it is for them, it is not. It is for God. God has called me to make this special, out of the ordinary, courageous transition and I will continue to be obedient.
Our home school is not everything I want it to be and our family has a lot of work to do on our attitudes, our character, and our relationship with Jesus but I know that my first step was being obedient and my second step is remaining courageous enough to continue the journey. I feel there are still big changes to come in our little family but they will be what God wants for us and that is what is most important to me. I am excited to see Grace and Isaiah learn and grow everyday. Everyday is a little better than the last. I am excited to see what God has in store for us. I have learned to never say never. =)
